Tuesday, January 24, 2006
missing the old times!! ><
dreams never come true ..
well havent blogged for a long long time so i decided to blog abt my feelings and my regrets .. well after chatting to tina abt her love life who she was going to probably wait three years just for that one special guy.. while chatting to her abt if it was worth it waiting for that guy and if he would accept her.. it also made me think abt my past life abt the guy i rejected who liked me more than other guys did.. i was so stupid to let that guyy disapper from my life.. i was so stupid for being blind and not knowing how much he cared and liked me.. i still remeber like those times when he bought me some toys and would always listen to wat i'd say hehe he was the guyy that always brightened up my life.. come to think of it he was such a SWEET GUY but i was too blind and couldnt see how much he liked me but now that i understand is too late!!.. he probably forgot abt me or probably even HATES ME i dont even know how to talk to him agains.. *i feel like breaking down and cry* why did i let someone so IMPORTANT AND SPECIAL TO ME GO!? why was i so stupid why was i born to be stupid!! why!!*arghh*
i guess its ONCE IN A LIFE TIME that you'll EVER find a guy who truly likes and understands you and is also sweet and caring to you and maybe also follows wat u say..
well the point of this entry is DONT EVER LET GO OF SOMEONE SO SPECIAL AND IMPORTANT TO U OR YOU'LL REGRET IT LIKE ME!!*criies* AND ALSO NOTICE AND CHERISH THAT SPECIAL PERSON BECOS NUFFING LASTES FOREVA
ill never find someone more better than you ill always be missing you..
mine and yours memories can never be replaced
still searching for the lost love..
;2:03 PM
