Friday, April 28, 2006

hrmms lets see what I should write abt .. well on Wednesday I went to city since ben called me in the morning asking if I wanted to go city or not .. so I went since ive never been out for like a week or so .. wasted like 2 hours changing/straightening hair/etc. then cabbed it to lidcombe station (like always). And then later trained it to the city. Then when I was at town hall I got off. Soon I went to galaxy world to met up wif ben bien etc. then we just stayed there just playing games etc since we had to wait for andy to come to city since he said he’ll be here soon like ben said. Since andy took so long to come down we went to this place called snooker pool or some shiet like that.

While the others played I just sat down listening to bien mini ipod and something came up in my mind. I started to think abt him agains >< . somehow when I was feeling depressed be4 I felt happy after thinking of him again like the times we shared. Why wont theses memories just fade away all it does is come back making me feel so dumb for choosing the wrong decision & making me miss him even more … is it really that hard to forget abt him ?? right now I have theses questions in my head. like does he like anyone? or does he have a gf now ? or is he avoiding me, I haven’t seen him on this for a long time .. omgsh I have so many question in my head . I duno wat to think nows ..question with no answers yet ..

Well im going to continue wif my story .. after playing snooker we went to eat since everyone was hungry so we ate at maccas and then tony came .. after eating we went to city hunter 2 to play dota ,etc .like around 8 ish me ben bien etc went home by train. Got home at 10ish.

Well yeahs im going to end it here .. nothing seems to be coming up in my mind ..

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