Saturday, April 01, 2006

a day at city;

well firstly i think 2ish met up wif ben at bankstown station xD omgshh it was so cold and windy but SUNNY .. thats why i wore a skirt *siighs* i thought it was hot and sunny but instead it turned out to be cold windy but sunny *some fucked up wheather..*!! soon we got onto the train and then the train went the other way so it went pass rego lidcombe and all.. so when it stopped at birrong station bien came on since we were going to stay in city all together.. later at 2 30 or sumfing we got to cityy.. firstly i rang matt to see where he was and met up wif him.

later at 4 ish andy and tony etc came but be4 we were waiting outside of k square for them.. so i was bored and shiet and some how i started having this for fun fight with matt and other people xD fukn ghey kient fully martial arts style *lmao*.. yeah then later on and stuff andy and tony etc came.. lmao wiggly PUFF *!! well yeahs started mucking around like jabbing kicking ,etc. then afterwards we ended up going to this place called scooper pool or something like that.. and on the way started mucking around wif matt tony ben and thats xD stayed at the pool place until 6 ish and then lefted..

omgshh i felt like just crying and shiet after that fone call i had wif that person.. fukn hell but luckily i didnt cry i didnt want anyone notice me since they ask me why i was crying and shiet and whats wrong.. but i couldnt hide it from tony and some other people since theyre like are u crying u look sad and shiet which i was actually was.. at that sad moment i was also listening to chinese music which were sad song by jay chow which made me sad it was all abt love songs.. omgshh.. thats why i was sitting alone in the dark by myself.. nigelated and isolated* ..

then afterwards we went to go eat at oportos after eatting we started having this food fight wif the leftover chips hehe fukn some ghey kient threw chips on my eye position and face!! arghh i swear if i knew who that was i WOULD of bashed him =) .. yeah after that umm matt andy tony etc walked me my sister ben and bien to townhall station xD yeps we said our byes and lefted afterwards.. by the time the train came it was like 8 ish.. got home at 9.30 since we all were waiting for train to bankstown station since none were avaliable until 20 mins later.. so we waited since ben and bien were SO NICE and were abt to walk us home but mum ended up picking us up.. xD i feel so guiltyy! sorry ben and bien!! ill make it up to u two next time =)

her feelings;
did i choose the right decision?
or did i choose the wrong one?
i hope i knew
but the only thing that i keep thinking abt is you
it hurts me when u say & act like u dont care abt me no more
i know i ruined the chance
i know i stuff up
but i still wanna know will there ever be me & u?

;9:51 PM