Saturday, April 15, 2006
how could this be?
i should just stop thinking abt it.. why is my brain still thinking abt memories that i shared with you which was once in the past and will always remain in the past forever? .. i tried to go back to the happening past but i guess it didnt work .. .now i think ur avoiding me ur not even replying to me on msn and ur status is online.. like in the morning i said hi to you but all u did was so im busy & leave me alone .. like wtf?? i guess i cant even talk to you as a friend no more i guess ill make myself disapper from your life .. the more i think abt you the more i miss you & think abt things you said to me .. it just hurts me hearing you say this to me .. just listening to sad love songs and thinking abt the day i first met up wif you & the words you said to me made me cry be4.. i duno why i thought for sure i got over you but i guess i was wrong .. wat i regret more was for reading back the past chat logs of you since it just made me regret more and more and making me miss you .. ever since the day u told me we're only just going to be friend and thats all it made me feel so weird just talking to u since i know wateva i say now u'll think im childish or something you'll just say ONLY FUKN NEGATIVE THING ABT IT.. well SORRY THAT IM NOT THE PERFECT !! SORRY im not fukn smart like that chick or i dont go skewl everyday like her .. well u should fukn know that everyones not PERFECT !! * i swear i duno what to think nows ..
;12:16 AM
