Sunday, April 16, 2006
i still miss you..
listening to have you ever by brandy
omgsh
why do i keep thinking abt you >< .. all it does is
make me miss you more & more and
making me feel so emotional .. i
wish there was a
way to forget abt you but there seems to be none since i think you like someone else and shiet .. i
should just
stop trying to make u like me again and
should try to forget abt you but i tried that be4 and it didnt work ..
like today yesterday the day be4 yesterdayy , etc i just keept thinking abt you for the whole day .. or when i listen to any love songs it just makes me think of you .. its just so hard for me to get over you !! omgshh i
WISH i
didnt choose the wrong decision then i wouldnt be thinking this much and stressing abt it too .. i just hate it!!
omgshh my blog entry got cut OFF! well i guess i have to start it agains *thinks wat i wrote* continue .. i remeber the times what you said to me omgshh it was so sweet and cute >< whenever i
think of you i keep having flash backs abt the times i shared wif you the times that it was only me and you .. i
wish that day could of last a bit longer but no
you had to go .. well yeahs
hopefully i get to
see him this weeek but i bet his probably busy or something i probably
shouldnt ask newaiis .. whenever i
try to talk to him normally he'll just say all theses negative things abt me .. it hurts me seeing theses words coming from you ..its just so hard for me to stop thinking or missing you .. i hope the days in the pass would appear back into realality .. =( im just waiting and hoping thoses happy days would come back <3
i wish i could turn back in time .. !! still missing HIM ..!! * <3
*one moment can change everything* ..
;11:07 PM
