pwincess joanna

bondi beach

2006-09-29T21:42:00.000+10:00

At 10 ish moziie and i decided to go bondi beach and also to shop at bondi junction later on, so we both got ready but it took me exactly 12:25 pm to be ready and all set to go out. I walked out to bankstown since there wasnt anyone to drive me there. When i arrived there met up wif moziie at bankstown where she waited for me near 7 eleven. Later on we went to go buy our train ticket at the station then took the train to sydham station and quickly ran down to catch another train on the other side. Got to bondi beach at 2ish and then moziie and i started to search where makcel, tony, etc were since them gheybos didnt end up picking up their fones!. So we ended up finding them like 5 mins later or something. Stayed on the beach for a while but eventually went to eat but ended up eating at Maccas.

After when we were finish eatting we went back to the beach and just sat or standed there. Most of the time ibnu makcel and moziie kept hiding tonys bag which he ended up getting pissed off since it kept happening x). Ended up leaving bondi beach at 4 ish pm by bus to go to bondi junction where we ended up looking around for clothes shoes etc but i didnt find anything nice so i didnt buy anything. So therefore we went back to city and where i bought a new swimwear which was paul frank and before moziie and i left city we walked to buy food to eat x). Got home at 8ish. And that was mostly wat happened today . *Sighs*

just another day ...

2006-08-10T20:34:00.000+10:00

my blog seems so died nows x_O well i havent been blogging i guess im too lazy. i duno why but i just feel sick and tired in the inside just feeling like vanishing away from this world but then again there are still dreams for me to complete. lately ive been getting pissed off at home alot more than usually and NO its not that ive got my periods or something. but i still act normal at skewl and all its just home. so strange but yeahs. just have to wait for 3 or 4 years more until IM FREE =) lmao something like that O_O .. here are some photos taken on genes for jeans day =) jst photos of me and sylvia x) i look so retarded in thoses photos while sylvia looks sexy in every single one !XD

capital photos =)

2006-07-24T16:37:00.000+10:00

back =)

2006-07-23T21:15:00.000+10:00

im finally back and bothered to blog .. shiet its been like 1 or more months since i havent been on.. *siighs* well yesterday i went city .. firstly met up wif linda at 3ish at bankstown then we both caught the train to city .. x) got like to city at nearly 4 and then we decided to take capital so we got off at central station omgsh we were like so lost .. like in a mase o_O but in the end we found our way out xD when we got to capital we went to change our notes to coins and then toook capital and then we went to maccas and bought food .. and supposingly sammy said she was there but i guess i didnt see her .. how ghey.. well yeahs after eating we were bothered wif nuffing to do so we decided to met up wif ben matt etc.. so i rang them and they were on the way to us to maccas .. yeps so me and linda just standed there wif nuffing to do -_- while waiting for them there was a perv guy near us .. since we both were like scared of him we walked around some much time around geogre st to see if ben and that were here since they wouldnt tell us where they were !! psssh ..

linda and i ended up meeting up wif them at the movies and then i wanted to go look for my dramas so me and linda went china town where we spoted 3 hot guys *wink wink* and linda wanted to go have another walk near them so we did.. i ended up buying an KAT-TUN live concert cd =) and linda bought some chinese movie call my skewl mate an barbarian ? i think thats wat it was called .. since we both had nuffing to do we took another capital and then it was like 8 ish by then .. met up wif niganese and then went to ben and then we all walked to central station .. i swear niganese takes his time to smoke! he took like 5- 10 minutes or something well it seemed like that .. got on the train at like 9 .20 ish or something all of us got on the same train .. yeah in the train ben and binh planned to make paper planes .. xD it was so funny linda's plane kept going downstairs like twice and one plane hit my HEAD! *arghh* but yeahs =) while bens one hit into some random couple xD SUCH A GHEYBO, he hid and then like everyones like say sorry or wateva and then he says it .. xD got home at 10 ish and i guess thats was the end of my day ..

030706

2006-07-03T12:56:00.000+10:00

on the 30th of june my dog tammy pasted away, there are no answer to how it died. probably it died from sickness or age? =(

RIP Tammy <3

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21st of june

2006-06-21T18:43:00.000+10:00

havent blogged for a long time since lately ive been too busy wif watching drama series such as devil beside you. x) hehe mike he is hot =9

yamapi!

2006-05-19T17:08:00.000+10:00

omgsh yamapi is so kawaii x)

130506 ..

2006-05-13T22:03:00.000+10:00

yay finally changed my layout since the other one fucked up *siighs* well yeahs today at 2ish am when i was still awake on the net and also changing my layout. out of the family i was the only one awake, at 3ish all of a sudden i heard a loud noise coming from near my house so i ran to my bunk bed where my sister was since we share a room together.whenever i hear something unusual at nite i seem to run to my sister and start waking her up as well.since i dont like experincing the fear by myself x).

soon as you know it my sister was awake and then i look at my material curtains and as i looked at it, i saw this orangyy yellow colour it seemed that this orangy yellow colour was so close to our room like i could like fully see it and all. soon i knew it there was something on fire. in my head i was panicing; i was thinking omgsh are we going to die or something?? so then without a second to waste i quickly said to my sister"omgsh look at the curtain theres fire near it" since i thought the fire was coming from the bush near our home. so as soon as i told her that, we both went wake up our entire family, soon we went to check outside wat was happening. it seemed once again another car was lit up. so i quickly went to get my mobile phone and dialed triple zero. the lit up car's light were still on as it was burning, wat was strange was our next door neighbour didnt even realise it and it was like just right infront of their house.

10 minutes later the fire brigade arrived so then there was no need to worry no more so my family went back into the house went back to sleep.i also tried to sleep but couldnt since one; i was paranoid and two; i kept just seeing thoses orangy yellow colour near the curtains. so therefore i couldnt sleep until 4 ish.

well i guess ill just end it here seeing that im having thoses empty moments agains *blehs*

100506~

2006-05-10T22:36:00.000+10:00

lols yamapis so cute in this one x)he looks so scared xD

100506

2006-05-10T21:46:00.000+10:00

havent blogged for a long time *sighhs* well yeahs i needa change layout too but ill do it later since i cant be fucked to ..

joanna <3's Yamapi !! xoxo =) his so cute

040506

2006-05-04T21:59:00.000+10:00

lmao its the 040506 xD well first of all i wanna say ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNEDY =)

well today after skewl me sylvia & jenny went to parra. and not long later renee came down to parra as well x). so we girls just walked around and shoped. omgshh so pissed off since i hardly bought anything except a lonsdale singlet. i wanted to buy mainly theses things:

- guess bag $110

- dress from bardot $120

- lonsdale jacket $119

- lonsdale zip jacket $99.99

blehs i need a job or something to get money =( .. well i guess ill end it here cbfed blogging today x) so ill end it here ..

280406

2006-04-28T01:06:00.000+10:00

Well firstly i wanna say ..

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY LIANNA! & HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY KYLIE !
hope all ur wishes come true!! xoxo ..

hrmms lets see what I should write abt .. well on Wednesday I went to city since ben called me in the morning asking if I wanted to go city or not .. so I went since ive never been out for like a week or so .. wasted like 2 hours changing/straightening hair/etc. then cabbed it to lidcombe station (like always). And then later trained it to the city. Then when I was at town hall I got off. Soon I went to galaxy world to met up wif ben bien etc. then we just stayed there just playing games etc since we had to wait for andy to come to city since he said he’ll be here soon like ben said. Since andy took so long to come down we went to this place called snooker pool or some shiet like that.

While the others played I just sat down listening to bien mini ipod and something came up in my mind. I started to think abt him agains >< . somehow when I was feeling depressed be4 I felt happy after thinking of him again like the times we shared. Why wont theses memories just fade away all it does is come back making me feel so dumb for choosing the wrong decision & making me miss him even more … is it really that hard to forget abt him ?? right now I have theses questions in my head. like does he like anyone? or does he have a gf now ? or is he avoiding me, I haven’t seen him on this for a long time .. omgsh I have so many question in my head . I duno wat to think nows ..question with no answers yet ..

Still missing him <3

Well im going to continue wif my story .. after playing snooker we went to eat since everyone was hungry so we ate at maccas and then tony came .. after eating we went to city hunter 2 to play dota ,etc .like around 8 ish me ben bien etc went home by train. Got home at 10ish.

Well yeahs im going to end it here .. nothing seems to be coming up in my mind ..

i still miss you..

2006-04-16T23:07:00.000+10:00

listening to have you ever by brandy

omgsh why do i keep thinking abt you >< .. all it does is make me miss you more & more and making me feel so emotional .. i wish there was a way to forget abt you but there seems to be none since i think you like someone else and shiet .. i should just stop trying to make u like me again and should try to forget abt you but i tried that be4 and it didnt work .. like today yesterday the day be4 yesterdayy , etc i just keept thinking abt you for the whole day .. or when i listen to any love songs it just makes me think of you .. its just so hard for me to get over you !! omgshh i WISH i didnt choose the wrong decision then i wouldnt be thinking this much and stressing abt it too .. i just hate it!! omgshh my blog entry got cut OFF! well i guess i have to start it agains *thinks wat i wrote* continue .. i remeber the times what you said to me omgshh it was so sweet and cute >< whenever i think of you i keep having flash backs abt the times i shared wif you the times that it was only me and you .. i wish that day could of last a bit longer but no you had to go .. well yeahs hopefully i get to see him this weeek but i bet his probably busy or something i probably shouldnt ask newaiis .. whenever i try to talk to him normally he'll just say all theses negative things abt me .. it hurts me seeing theses words coming from you ..its just so hard for me to stop thinking or missing you .. i hope the days in the pass would appear back into realality .. =( im just waiting and hoping thoses happy days would come back <3

i wish i could turn back in time .. !! still missing HIM ..!! * <3

*one moment can change everything* ..

how could this be?

2006-04-15T00:16:00.000+10:00

i should just stop thinking abt it.. why is my brain still thinking abt memories that i shared with you which was once in the past and will always remain in the past forever? .. i tried to go back to the happening past but i guess it didnt work .. .

now i think ur avoiding me ur not even replying to me on msn and ur status is online.. like in the morning i said hi to you but all u did was so im busy & leave me alone .. like wtf?? i guess i cant even talk to you as a friend no more i guess ill make myself disapper from your life .. the more i think abt you the more i miss you & think abt things you said to me .. it just hurts me hearing you say this to me .. just listening to sad love songs and thinking abt the day i first met up wif you & the words you said to me made me cry be4.. i duno why i thought for sure i got over you but i guess i was wrong .. wat i regret more was for reading back the past chat logs of you since it just made me regret more and more and making me miss you .. ever since the day u told me we're only just going to be friend and thats all it made me feel so weird just talking to u since i know wateva i say now u'll think im childish or something you'll just say ONLY FUKN NEGATIVE THING ABT IT.. well SORRY THAT IM NOT THE PERFECT !! SORRY im not fukn smart like that chick or i dont go skewl everyday like her .. well u should fukn know that everyones not PERFECT !!

* i swear i duno what to think nows ..

life of me ..

2006-04-12T16:09:00.000+10:00

the life of me ..
lately ive been watching theses japanese drama; gokusen 1, gokusen 2 & nobuta wo produce .. hehe well all of theses jap dramas had hot & kyoote looking guys in it xD just finished watching nobuta wo produce yesterdayy i reckon its a good movie but hardly any love scenes in it !! =( which is so gheyy !! yay today last day of skewl and then 2morrow is the start of my holidays woots*!! cant wait! well this coming up monday im going to go easter show wif tony ben and that =) hopefully there are good rides there and hopefully i win SOMETHING this year !! like a big big toy for fun xD .. i duno why i like mini games for theres such a waste of money =(

her feelings;

is it that hard to just say something?? whenever i talk to you it seems like i dont care about you no more but when i dont even get to talk to you i sort of miss you .. i duno whats wrong with me .. why do i keep thinking abt the times i shared with you ? .. nowadays im not even close to you no mores .. i cant even talk to you normally like we use to now its like silent .. its so strange .. sometimes i just feel like seeing you like today i was thinking of should i or shouldnt i ask you to met up wif me but probably your busy so i shouldnt bother you .. your always busy newaiis .. you say i ring you at wrong times but i bet ur just avoiding me but i guess it serves me right for not even caring abt you all i did was waste your time .. i guess ill just ignore my feelings and get on with my life becos i know that you wont care abt me like you once did be4 .. i wish this was all just a dream * !! ..

Gokusen

2006-04-08T23:39:00.000+10:00

hrmm i just finished watching both Gokusen part 1 & 2.. omgshh theres always kyoote and hot japanese guys in there xD .. so here the videoclip of it =S

..

2006-04-04T22:05:00.000+10:00

ft.final fantasy - 1000 memories/words.. yes i know its old but its still good =).. feel like playing final fantasy nows xD didnt even end up finishing the last game since it took so LONG! so yeahs =)

a day at city

2006-04-01T21:51:00.000+11:00

a day at city;

well firstly i think 2ish met up wif ben at bankstown station xD omgshh it was so cold and windy but SUNNY .. thats why i wore a skirt *siighs* i thought it was hot and sunny but instead it turned out to be cold windy but sunny *some fucked up wheather..*!! soon we got onto the train and then the train went the other way so it went pass rego lidcombe and all.. so when it stopped at birrong station bien came on since we were going to stay in city all together.. later at 2 30 or sumfing we got to cityy.. firstly i rang matt to see where he was and met up wif him.

later at 4 ish andy and tony etc came but be4 we were waiting outside of k square for them.. so i was bored and shiet and some how i started having this for fun fight with matt and other people xD fukn ghey kient fully martial arts style *lmao*.. yeah then later on and stuff andy and tony etc came.. lmao wiggly PUFF *!! well yeahs started mucking around like jabbing kicking ,etc. then afterwards we ended up going to this place called scooper pool or something like that.. and on the way started mucking around wif matt tony ben and thats xD stayed at the pool place until 6 ish and then lefted..

omgshh i felt like just crying and shiet after that fone call i had wif that person.. fukn hell but luckily i didnt cry i didnt want anyone notice me since they ask me why i was crying and shiet and whats wrong.. but i couldnt hide it from tony and some other people since theyre like are u crying u look sad and shiet which i was actually was.. at that sad moment i was also listening to chinese music which were sad song by jay chow which made me sad it was all abt love songs.. omgshh.. thats why i was sitting alone in the dark by myself.. nigelated and isolated* ..

then afterwards we went to go eat at oportos after eatting we started having this food fight wif the leftover chips hehe fukn some ghey kient threw chips on my eye position and face!! arghh i swear if i knew who that was i WOULD of bashed him =) .. yeah after that umm matt andy tony etc walked me my sister ben and bien to townhall station xD yeps we said our byes and lefted afterwards.. by the time the train came it was like 8 ish.. got home at 9.30 since we all were waiting for train to bankstown station since none were avaliable until 20 mins later.. so we waited since ben and bien were SO NICE and were abt to walk us home but mum ended up picking us up.. xD i feel so guiltyy! sorry ben and bien!! ill make it up to u two next time =)

her feelings;
did i choose the right decision?
or did i choose the wrong one?
i hope i knew
but the only thing that i keep thinking abt is you
it hurts me when u say & act like u dont care abt me no more
i know i ruined the chance
i know i stuff up
but i still wanna know will there ever be me & u?

...

2006-03-27T23:39:00.000+11:00

is it really that hard..?
just choose a path and lead urself the way ..
dont ask me!!

27th of march

2006-03-27T17:49:00.000+11:00

at the moment im listening to negative things by selwyn and on msn chatting to tony aka wiggly PUFF! and ghey matt =D .. hehe well yeahs lets see what i should blog abt.. *think* oh yeahs ive got it!=p

on saturdayyy i went city to meet up wif andy ben bien tony and matt .. it was veryy hard to search for matt since he cracked his fone so me andy ben, etc went looking up and down in geogre st for matt since he didnt have a fone so we couldnt call him .. that FUKER.. well it was all cool since we found everyone of them at 4 or 5 ish .. then we ate at maccassss after that we went to capital and then all u can see is a bunch of azn outside capitall.. then later on we went to cash box since andy and ben wanted to go to this partyy at k. then we all ended up going pc instead =p we played dota and other online games while staying there.. later on we ate at momma's kitchen and TONY THAT FUKER splat out his food on the plate and spit on it.. fukn chat one* !! XD.. then it was like 8 or 9 ish so then we walked up to galaxy world and maccasss and then since it was getting late and dark me my sister ben and bien went home by train.. xD
yeps yeps.. and LASTLY i wanna say ..

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO SYLVIA !! xoxo!

hope all ur wishes come true *as said in the birthday card* =)

arghh

2006-03-23T22:03:00.000+11:00

arghhh!.. so pissed off nows !! firstly is that HE isnt on yets! and is suppose to come online! which ive been waited for how many hours and minutes!!??.. secondlyy is that I HARDLY go on the net while my SISTER always fukn does .. fukn hell and the computer is suppose to be MINE AND HERS! fukn hell.. fukn hogger.. ARGHH* i ALSO HATE IT when she fukn lets me on WHEN i dont actually need to for example when i go sleep or go on the phone.. AND time when i want to go on MOST she fukn hogs it !!and thirdly HE cracked his mobile phone and HOW great!! cant talk to him on the phone UNTIL he gets one which i THINK we be forever!! oh wells on the BRIGHT side this week ill probably get to see him so its all kewls =) hehe well ill end it here..

xoxo joanna nguyen!

harmony day

2006-03-22T18:49:00.000+11:00

well yesterday was gheyy harmony day xD our skewl had this disco and bbqing at skewl after lunch or something =S .. atm cant be fuked blogging so ill end it here wif some pics xD..

watta a boring day!

2006-03-18T22:41:00.000+11:00

it was SO GHEY todayy omgshhh didnt even get to stay and talk to HIM for a long time!! omgshh =( watta fukn gheyy dayy.. well today ended up going cityyy and met up wif andy tony matt etc.. today wasnt a very interesting MOOD since i was pissed off since i didnt spend time wif HIM.. took capital and bumed around cityy..

anh andy & bens 18th birthday partyy

2006-03-11T22:08:00.000+11:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO BEN THE QUEERBO!

hehe hope all ur wishes come true!

xoxo love always!

OMGSH my gheyy legs are KILLING ME HERE.. omfgsh it hurts so badlyy from ALL the walking and standing from today.. today was anh andy and bens 18th birthdayy partyy at k square near capital.. well yeahsss got to cityy at 4 sumfing todayy met up wif ben and binh.. and then we quickly decided to get ANDY his birthday pressie.. we smelt like more than 15 different fragance and finally we chosed to get him this new fragance.. but yeahs I FORGOT THE NAME.. met up wif andy tony later and decided to go buy cake for their partyy.. i was being nagged to chip in 10 $ for the cake and shiettss.. *sighhs* yeahsss the cake costed like $25.50? or some shiet like that.. later we went back to geogre to; go cotton on so binh could get the VIKING top which all of them guys were wearing xD but some in different colour.. hehehe but TOO bad then shop was closing so they didnt let binh buy it.. xD so we eventuallyy went to galaxy world and bummed around there playing games.. andy ben and that were playing pool LIKE ALWAYS.. .me and tony were playing puzzle bubble xD either of us two won or lost .. so you can say it was a tie! xD ..

then i saw linda and SINCE linda wanted to take capital so bad i went to take one wif her hehe yeps later i went to met back up wif andy ben and them then we went to eat in this asian food court.. all of us ate then met up wif anh ryan and other people.. got the cake afterwards and then started walking to k square at 8 ish . met up wif everyone first outside of it them we got in like 8.30 i thinks and yeahs everyone started singing or drinking.. waited and waited for SOMEONE to come but that ONE someone showed up when i was soon to leave =( so then i hardly got to speak to THAT someone =( so gheyy but yeahs thanks to LINDA who was wif me most of the time in k when the guys went off to greet people and shiets =( ehehe well yeahsss just wanna say THANKS TO TONY & LINDA who never nigelated me.. hehe so yeahs had fun todayy and got to see many people i hardlyy ever get to see.

capital i took with LINDA! =D

photos of people known as the VIKING GHEYBOS!=)

lmao losties o_O?viking gheybos =)

cityy and michelles partyy!

2006-03-05T09:43:00.000+11:00

cityy and michelles partyy!

yesterday woke up at 8 sumfing and couldnt go back to sleep so i woke up.. waited until 11 sumfing got changed and shiet, ready to go out to the cityy.. firstly caught cab to lidcombe station and then met up wif annika. we caught train to cityy/central, we walked there to market cityy to go buy michelle her birthday pressie xD.. i swear ANNIKA u talk too much tsk tsk u made us miss like 3 green lights-_-.. and u were fully blaming it on me! xD watta gheybo!it was all kewl since we got to cross the next green light thingyy.. we got into market cityy and went to the store jenipoo was working at. bought michelle her pressie and then we looked at thoses pants shops.. after that we went capital and shiets and then ben came along wif us since STUPID ANDY AND MATT WERE NOT THERE YETS! tsk tsk..

well annika wanted to go toilet in market cityy so we did.. well yeahs afterwards annika went to say hi to friend and shiets blah blah.. and we all started walking and i was in the front.. AND WHEN I LOOKED BACK BEN AND ANNIKA WERE GONE.. fully playing mean tricks on me =(.. and then i saw JENIPOO! hehe yeahs she was KIND to stay wif me for a while.. but had to leave to do work duty xD.. rang andy and asked him where he was and shiets.. and asked him if he was wif matt and shiets.. hehe and yeah he said he was at galaxy world wif matt so i walked my way to galaxy world WITHOUT ANNIKA AND BEN.. them gheybos said"HELP WE'VE GOT KIDNAPPED!HELP WE'RE GETTING RAPPED" pssssh as if that will happen in the markets.. tsk tsk..

well yeahsss met up wif andy and matt and told THEM that BEN AND ANNIKA DOGGED ME ! and yeah later on ben and annika came and shiets.. i was still pissed off at them so i gave ben dirties ! and sort of ignored annika.. later on went upstairs of galaxy since andy wanted to play pool.. but they ended up playing puzzle bubble i think thats what u call it.. heheh matt FULLY losing to ben hehe watta loser =p.. afterwards walked to maccas in geogre street and waited and waited.. blah blah.. more people came and shiets.. OH YEAH and we saw these GHEY PEOPLE WALKING AROUND THE STREETS WIF GHEYY CLOTHING becos there was some gheyy festival on yesterday..

and then andy matt ben ryan and tony lefted me annika and anh nigelated since they had to buy anh a pressie .. gosh they TOOK FOREVA.. but its all kewl since they came back in time =) we made our way to pyrmont park by WALKING! it was so fukn far.. hehe we were all talking and shiets on the wayy.. and yeah when we stopped at red light andy ryan ben and tony ran across to the OTHER SIDE.. while leaving me annika matt and anh lefted.. tsk tsk and then they were trying to make us cross too.. so anh did and then next was annika.. and then me and matt were lefted .. omgshh! they were like to us hurry up and shiets.. so yeah we both ran across together.. xD got to the park at 6.30 sumfing and when we were there hardly anyone was there i even thought we were late.. but NOT AS LATE LIKE OTHER PEOPLE..

like 7 ishh more and more people came wif the bbq food and shiets.. didnt end up drinking or eatting since i had to make my own way homes and shiets.. most the time i stayed wif anh andy ben matt ryan tony and annika .. i swear they were retarted o_O.. and yeahsss saw lianna danie kimi jenipoo katrina catherine and more other people that i cbfed naming their names.. xD kimi that funny one fully saying to some chick ur wont invited becos she wasnt and shiets and when she walked passed her she said SLUTxD..i swear theres always a fight going to happen at a partyy..like yesterdayy execpt it didnt happen so yeahs its all kewls =) well yeahsss stayed at the partyy until 9 pm and then caught cab home wif ryan and anh ehhe.. got home at 10 pm and ate and slept afterwards =)
i guess ill end it here..

capitals i took today and also some pictures taken at michelles partyy:

retarded people! xD: photo taken by lianna de dancing banana! xD

swimming carnival!

2006-03-01T20:45:00.000+11:00

yesterday was swimming carnival at revsby pools! xD and yeahsss made my way there wif skewl by bus .. got there like 9 ish or somethings? .. wore my going out clothes and shiet.. it was so boring!! so me and my friends decided to take some LUVO & retarded photos of us hehe can u BELIEVE we fukn took more than 150 photos plus! i felt like swimming yesterdayy but NO i didnt bring my swimming costumes and shiets !!=( SO NEXT year me and jenbo are going swim next years hehe .. we're going FULLY practise and shiets =).. ill end it with some PHOTOS!

fixed ones ;

hrmms??

2006-02-26T17:49:00.000+11:00

well first of all ..

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO SXC TINA!!

& also HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ANDY!

xoxo!

Hope all your wishes come TRUE!!

SORRY tina for not attending ur birthday partyy yesterday night! but at least! andy matt & me bought u a pressie even though we didnt go.. but probably andy and matt did go to ur party afterwards? well yeahssss HOPE you like u KILL BILL SAMURAI SWORD ! you can go slash people wif it O_o*points at matt*! hehe ur the next kill bill nows?xD.. hehe well yeahsss hope your party TURNED out fun and good and all like u wanted it to be..! =) tina u funny one fully hugging the box of sword XD and shiets..

the story of the day!

yesterdayy arrived at cityy at 5 sumfing.. then met up wif andy and matt at maccas on geogre street and then saw tina so i was like SHIET.. where should i do and shiets since i didnt buy her a pressie yets.. *Siighs* well yeahs andy and matt them ghey kient were like GO back forth rewind and shiet like that.. well slowly tina was coming closer and closer.. so i was hiding at the back of matt or andy *i forgots* well yeahs said hi to her newaiis.. and then we're like we'll brb to buy her a pressie.. FIRSTLY we went to morning glory to look at toys and shiet.. and then i SUGGESTED to go market cityy and then on the way there.. andy and matt were checking out theses samurai swords so andy rang tina and asked her if she liked the movie kill bill and shiets.. and the bits of slashing and shiets xD man i swear that was so OBVIOUS.. when andy asked tina that she was like i LIKE SLASHING MATT o_O so WE decided to get tina it =p .. hehe later we gave it to her and she was all happy and shiets hehe so it was all kewls =)..

after we walked to town hall station and waited for the train to come and when we checked the train timetable shiet it was already coming in 1 min and then fukn MATT AND ANDY were runing and shiets LIKE WTF? i was in thongs and i NEARLY stacked it!! psssh ghey kients!.. then GHEY ANDY lefted his friend at cityy and forgot to ring him and tell him and shiets.. so got off at redfern station.. and we waited until he came and shiets.. so while we were waiting we were talking abt shiets and like usual i give people weird looks XD ..

when andys friend came we caught the next avalible train .. later when we were in the train there were like 2 seats but yeahs one was far alway from the other so i sat by myself feeling like a nigel =( then later when the train was nearly lidcombe station i walked down without saying goodbye to them.. and then they walked down as wells and said goodbye and shiets hehe *how sweeet*! =)

well yeahsss i said bye to them eventually .. later i went to checked if there was any taxis and GUESS WHAT? none at all.. then out of no WHERE.. some random man around 30-40 years of age was like to me are u waiting for taxi since like u have to line up when ur waiting for a taxi and shiets.. and then im like no.. and then he fukn askes me do u wanna go pub wif me and drink some alky like wtf? DO U FUKN THINK IM STUPID U FUKN PEDO FUKER.. so i replied to him wtf!? and then im like NO! and then walked off.. and then he kept staring and then i was like FUKN STOP STARING FUKN KIENT! then like 10 minutes later or some shiet mum came so i hopped into the car =) and drove safely back homes =)

depressed.. RIP KITTY!

2006-02-18T13:37:00.000+11:00

wat can i start off nows?.. well atm im listening to Frankie J - How to deal ..yesterday which was the 17th of feburary was the day my ghey mum injuried the lidol poor cute kitten..and today when i checked to see if it was alived .. it was just there lying in the basket died.. it all happened at 5 sumfing? the kitten was under this thingy where u place liquid thingyys in it and there was also metal bars around it.. since my mum didnt know she lifted the box thingyy up.. and then all u see is the cute lidol kitty was under there bleeding to death.. =( poor kittty! so then my mum told us.. and then i went to check how serious it was.. all i saw was the poor kitty bleeding from it nose mouth and a bit of its ears *poor thing!* and then it was just on the ground there.. so i went to get a blanket basket tissue and water.. i slowly moved it into the basket wif the blanket in it.. and yeahsss i also stayed there wif it for 2 and a half hours or more to see if it would survive .. well eventually it did.. but then it was getting dark so i lefted the kitten in the garage.. while i taking care of it i also tried wiped all the blood off it. i know ur probably thinking WHY DIDNT U TAKE IT TO THE VETERINARy..? and shietsss.. well problem was that mum was like if its fate it'll survive and shiets..! yeahss NOW i fukn regret not bringing it to the vet.. probably it would of survied? i duno! at least i could of done something.. not just leaving it there to die.. i remeber when i was small i always wanted to become a vet.. well yeahssss while listening to the song i felt like crying so i ran to a room that no one was in and started crying ..

RIP LIDOL KITTY

17.02.06 or 18.02.06

xoxo

lala this is me =D

2006-02-14T20:24:00.000+11:00

FEBRUARY
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing Personality. Attractive. Sexy.. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressivenes s. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

JOANNAS BACKS =D

2006-02-10T19:01:00.000+11:00

well yeahs ~~HAVENT BEEN BLOGGING OR NETTING FOR A LONG LONG TIME!~~shiets*! well yeahss just wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE FOLLOWING PEOPLES for the past few days; ELLA GIBSON MAKCEL LESLIE AND LASTLY gheybo DIZON! ehehe well yeahsss WISH ALL YOU ghey peoples A HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE ..*love joanna!! hehe well yeahss skewls been ghey! so many homeworks and i HAVE ALL THESE GHEY TEACHERS so fukn ghey!*RAWR! well yeahsss today after skewlies went shopping wif jenny looked at urban store and THERE WERE SHINNY LEGS JEANS FOR 70$ like HOW CHEAP.. =D well yeahsss i WAS planning on getting it but since i felt broke i didnt feel like buying it hehehe THERE WAS EVEN LIGHT LIGHT PURPLE =D hehe thats a nice colour =) well yeahs ill end it here! lala LOVE ALWAYS JOANNA *mwahs*!
xoxo

city and warrick farm

2006-02-05T13:14:00.000+11:00

well yeahsss yesterday went to cityy and warrick farm.. well at 1 sumfing met up wif kimOTHY at town hall station then shopped at pit street. i bought two new polo tops, a NOBODY straight jeans and i think thats all *brains not works* .. well yeahsss shopped at cityy until 5 sumfing and then kimi went home and so did i.. well caught the train from town hall station to libcome station.. mum picked me up and drove me home from there..got changed into my NEW polo top and my NEW skirt .. heehe and wore thongsss.. well yeahsss got to warrick farm at 9 sumfing met up wif sylvia and some people wif her.. saw gheyy kennedy anna linda and other people.. later on since sylvia had to leave met back up wif thoses people i was wif be4.. *will continue later since i got to get off nows*.. kk backs.. well wat was i up to?*looks back at entry* =D well yeahsss it was gheyy becos thoses guys i was with didnt win any BIG TOYS *arghh* how gheyy! they suck! xD .. well yeahsss some gheyy kient got tomato sauce on me that FUCKER.. ARGHH got pissed off and even pissed off after seeing that BITCH I HATE SO MUCH .. man like wtf is ur problem FULLY STARING AT ME DO U FUKN HAVE A FUKN STARING PROBLEM?! YOU THINK YOUR ALL THAT.. well yeahss that BITCH AND HER BF WAS LIKE 5 METRES AWAY FROM ME FULLY STARING AT ME LIKE WTF? and then fully staying something to ur BF LIKE WTF? SAY IT FUKN IN MY FUKN FACE U FUKN BITCH..! arghh well yeahsss i shouted out WTF SAY IT INFRONT OF MY FACE.. and then later on i look at my sis and shes like GIVING ME A fukn WTF LOOK? and then yeahsss i look back to SEE WHERE THAT BITCH AND HER BF WENT .. and all u see they VANISHED.. like wtf? so then i walked around to see where she and her bf went.. fuk couldnt find themm!*Arghh!* fukn BIATCH..! well yeahsss enough of that bitch! and yeahsss got homes at 1 sumfing am in the morning and then went straight to bed..! well ill end it here..!

last day of holiday

2006-02-01T19:06:00.000+11:00

well yesterdayy was the LAST DAY of the holidays so i decided to go cityy wif sylvia and also buy my skewl shoes which was 90$ *siighs* is that expensive or cheap? some people saying its expensive and some arent.. well yeahs im losted so yeahsss at 10.30 sumfing i rang the cab service thingyy to pick me up at my house as usually when i go out.. cabbed it to libcome and then bought my train ticket and got onto the cityy train and then got off at burwood since i was going to buy my skewl shoes there and also meet up wif sylvia.. so yeahsss go there it was FUKN hot and shietsss when the wheather looked like it was abt to rain so i wore pants. it was so fukn HOT arghh! well yeahssss after buying skewl shoes caught train to cityy.. got there at 12 which was very early =S when we first got at cityy we got off at central station since it was closer to capital.. then walked to capital and took some capitals.. after that we decided to go market cityy since i wanted to look at clothes and sylvia wanted to go to blue ice to drink so we did.. while walking i checked my fone and saw a message it was from thingyy who wanted to met upsss but we didnt end up meeting i was so LOOKING forward but yeahs it all kewls.. well since it was so HOT AND HUMID i decided to get changed so i shopped at supre and other shops bought new top and short which all together costed 50$ like wtf O.o s and also bought new thongs .. then got changed in the toiletsss hehehe well yeah later onsss walked at galaxy world and then walked all the way to the shopping centre near the habour bridge.. ehhee well it was worth it since i bought this cute looking skirt which was from the brand BUBBLEGUM! hehe it was cute heehe should of bought more bubblegum clothingsss =D well yeahss.. at 5 sumfing caught train home and yeahssss started netting after.. man I GOT BLISTERS FROM THOSES NEW THONGS ARGHH! it still hurt!=(

blehhs

2006-01-27T22:32:00.000+11:00

well today was my birthday partyy and i was also so disappointed in THOSE people who said they were going to COME but they didnt show ups.. but i will forgive THOSES PEOPLE who had WORK, ARGUEMENTS, OR HAD TO GO TO THE TEMPLE for new years eve.. well thats about it and all the other REASON SUCH AS IM TIRED makes no excuse for u to not comes .. got to coogee at 2 sumfingggg since be4 that we had to pick up people and thoses people had to go home and take a shower.. so yeahs got to coogee and met up wif people.. and started bbqing and after that we ate the bbq food.. well then like at 4 sumfing nhan went to go buy alky for us.. hehe well i shouted the people who drank vodka cruiser only hehehe.. seee how nice i was.. well yeahsss after they bought it i drank 3 bottles of vodka cruiser drank the whole bottles by scoling hehee then later i think out of no wheres matt ben andy and two random guys names john and binh came and theyy said happy birthday and shietsss.. hehe well yeahsss since i was red and losted and acted so violent and shiets they knew i was drunk or tipsyy so theyy decided to be SO MEAN TO ME .. and picking on me or saying it was 3 pm and also saying it was day light savings like wtf so i checked my phone .. psssh trying to TRICK drunk or tipsy peoples like me mwahaha i think im JUST TOO SMART FOR U ALL.. MWHAHAA well yeahsss afterwards gibson and his friends lefted and went to cityy then i was hanging around them gheybos and later went to coogeee beach hehehe so i decided to throw sand at them gheybosss hehee but there was wind and it WENT STRAIGHT BACK AT ME!! *criies* how bad luck well newaiiss ran into the water and shiettsss and then stupid gheyy binh PUSHED ME INTO THE WATER WITH MY CLOTHES ON WIF NO SWIM SUIT that gheyboo arghh >< meaniies theses dayy =(.. well then i had enough of the water so i walked to see wat matt was up to hehehe he was trying to make a dragon which LOOKED SO GHEY mwahaha wif NO WINGS xD lmao then he decided to make it into a fish so i helped him add fins to it hehehe.. =D and then we both made smile faces for it.. but too bad ben took my camera so i couldnt take a PIC OF IT =(.. that fuker hehehe .. well yeahsss played in the water quite a lot of timesssss and tried to find matt O.o since he was gone missing =S hehehe well yeahsss after EVERYONE finished we still had left over bbq food so we cooked it and shiets hehhee.. well yeahsss andy and matt was so mean keeping secrets from me thoses meaniies!!!*Criies* well yeahsss stayed at coogee beach until 8 something and then we all lefted.. me and other peoples got driven home by nhan or chris hehehe while matt ben and the others catch buses home hehe =).. well on the way homes feel asleep a lot of time BUT was woken up by gheyy ken saying to sleep properly*siighs* hehe got homes at 9 sumfing then after that took showa and then hoped onto the net and started to blog abt today hehe well ill end it here with SOME PHOTOS FROM TODAY =)

~~eye candy~~

THANK YOU TO THE PEOPLES WHO CAME =) u brightened up my day!! =) love always joanna

missing the old times!! ><

2006-01-24T14:03:00.000+11:00

~~dreams never come true~~ ..
well havent blogged for a long long time so i decided to blog abt my feelings and my regrets .. well after chatting to tina abt her love life who she was going to probably wait three years just for that one special guy.. while chatting to her abt if it was worth it waiting for that guy and if he would accept her.. it also made me think abt my past life abt the guy i rejected who liked me more than other guys did.. i was so stupid to let that guyy disapper from my life.. i was so stupid for being blind and not knowing how much he cared and liked me.. i still remeber like those times when he bought me some toys and would always listen to wat i'd say hehe he was the guyy that always brightened up my life.. come to think of it he was such a SWEET GUY but i was too blind and couldnt see how much he liked me but now that i understand is too late!!.. he probably forgot abt me or probably even HATES ME i dont even know how to talk to him agains.. *i feel like breaking down and cry* why did i let someone so IMPORTANT AND SPECIAL TO ME GO!? why was i so stupid why was i born to be stupid!! why!!*arghh*

i guess its ONCE IN A LIFE TIME that you'll EVER find a guy who truly likes and understands you and is also sweet and caring to you and maybe also follows wat u say..

well the point of this entry is DONT EVER LET GO OF SOMEONE SO SPECIAL AND IMPORTANT TO U OR YOU'LL REGRET IT LIKE ME!!*criies* AND ALSO NOTICE AND CHERISH THAT SPECIAL PERSON BECOS NUFFING LASTES FOREVA

ill never find someone more better than you ill always be missing you..

mine and yours memories can never be replaced

~~still searching for the lost love..~~

happyy birthday

2006-01-17T00:17:00.000+11:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..*lalalala*hehe well just here to say:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RENEE *my sxc twim crunchyy*like renee says =S*who just turned 13 AND YEN YEW *my ONE and ONLY god bro* who just turned 16 =) woots well HOPE ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE.. love you two heaps =) xoxo

well so bored atm just chatting on msn to matt.. heehe well be4 was talking to MISS POPULAR RENEE.. well i bet ur wondering wat im on abouts well since yesterday was her birthdayy she is booked for this whole weeek! psssh so i have to bum wif her next weeks.. *sighhs* hehe but its all kewl since i havent been on msn lately and isnt updated on anything so yeahs.. blehhss well hope everyones holidays going well unlike mine.. mines been gheyy boring im either staying home or playing games ..

feat.BIMBO renee and yen yew =) LOVE you people heaps!especially renee

well since theres nuffing interesting to blog about ill just end it here =) love joanna

a day at the pool partyy

2006-01-06T23:25:00.000+11:00

on the 4th of januaryy i went a pool partyy at phong's sisters house.. be4 i got to the party got woken up by nhan who was knocking on my front door at 2 sumfing then had to hurry up and get changed ! stupid nhan didnt ring us! psssh well yeahs got changed and straightened my hair and then hoped into nhans car.. when we got there i saw alex chris ralph desireee phong cindy david etc.. i had to convince everyone to swim so i asked them if they swim ill swim wif them.. so yeahss me my sister queena and cindy got into the pool first and then all the rest came into the pool too! hehe well yeah swimming in the pool was kinda of fun since there were like balls in the pool and a giant butterfly floatyy thingyy.. us girls chuck all thoses balls at them guyss .. oh yeah and STUPID NHAN FUKN THREW THE BALL AT MY FACE leaving a BIG RED MARK THERE..! but luckily it went away later ons.. we had bbq food and alkyy there too.. well yeahss got homes at 10 and later on since i didnt eat much at the partyy my mummy got me bro and sis maccas!*woots*

well going end it here !i posted some pictures we took at the pool partyy at phong sisters house on the 4th of januaryy!..enjoy peoples!
featuring..*drum rolls!!*

lina the LUVO

lina the LUVO again!=)

billy and sprong

lina anthony beft

chris the LUVO! and ralph

robert chris alex and ralph

sprong chris nhan ralph desireee and back ppl: robert and jack*Siighs*

there was more photos but then again i cant be fuked posting it upss no more ! hehe well ill end it here! take cares peoples! and KEEP SMILING!=)

oh yeah and one last PHOTO which NHAN looks like his going pshyco O.o

feat. sprong chris the LUVO ralph and nhan

pictures of my doggyy

2006-01-06T23:12:00.000+11:00

awww heres my cute doggyy lucky.. lmao dont know what its looking at..*sighs*

*jump jump* =)

finallyy

2006-01-04T03:57:00.000+11:00

yay finally changed my blog layout =) a new year for a new start =pPp well yeahs if u ask me hows lyf? its been gheyy ive just realised that the guyy i like probably likes some other chick but not sures.. but im so jealous!! *Arghh* why does life never go the way you want it to be.. why do i even bother liking him.. like seriously his ALWAYS busy for me and the only time i get to chat to him is on the internet which im hardly on nowaday.. well if he does really like someone else ill just have to forget abt him and move on wif my live.. life is sometimes alright since i have good friendss like kimi jenipoo sammy cathrn etc *sorry if i didnt mention ur name* that stick up for me and never dog me or are always there when i need them most.. i too will show respect and care for them as they do to me.. well im on msn at the moment but im not chatting to anyone.. now its 4.06 am which means its already the next day ill probably go pool partyy later hehe going bring my camera with me toos! so yeahs.. ill blog later after the partyy and tell u if it was good or nots..

love joanna

nye

2006-01-03T01:39:00.000+11:00

just wanna say..*DRUM ROLLS*

HAPPY NEW YEARS

EVERYONE!!

well yeahs havent blogged for a long time..!! well i know its a late happy new years ppl but yeahs.. havent been on since i duno how long been going out until 4 or 5 or 6 in the morning. im going end it here..

oh yeahs and ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILSON..

*sorry for my lateness*

love joanna

well lets see on the 31st of december went bbqing at friends house until 8 then trained it to milsons point and watched the fireworks.. the fireworks went on until 10 minutes then later on went back to cityy where there was heaps of ppl saw aj wilson janet linda etc.. and yeah got homes at 5 am in the morning took a shower afterwards and then went to sleepsss..

xxplosive and crab hunting

2005-12-28T12:00:00.000+11:00

xxplosive and crab hunting

hrmm well im going to write abt yesterdayy.. went xxplosive and the rnb music was kinda SHIET!! all old song it was just gheyy.. well i arrived at cityy to go xxplosive was at 8 sumfing and then waited for friends to come since they caught the train while me and other people were in the car =p..saw enis on the way to rogues club. at 9 sumfing got into xxplosive. got into trance since it was the first level then went down to rnb and was trying to find jenipoo and kimi since i was suppose to meet up wif them at cityy be4 xxplosive even started.. well like i think half an hour later i saw kimi walking by and yeah followed her to jenipoo michelle tina etc who i couldnt find.. yeah and later went dancing some chick at the back of me said something but i couldnt hear then u see kimi and that giving her looks.. and then kimi and jenifa started pushing me into her.. i was losted then..* well yeahss we went dancing sometimes and sometimes stayed talking or siting downs .. well atr xxplosive saw janet wilson gibson tamara danie aj amiel blah blah.. xD well yeahsss after xxplosive cops came for some reason and told us to go away or something.. there was ambulance as wells.. i was losted agains..! well yeah walked wif everyone to maccas all u could see is a group of azn walking the same way like usually after a dance partyy.. well got to maccas and ate the bummed around galaxy world.. then like afterwards there was a fight something abt my bro and someone else..=S jack fully started it..! then afterwards ran to go car becos someone said that there were cops coming so we all ran for it.. then afterwards they wanted to go fishing / crab hunting.. when we got there we caught heaps of little crabs xD then afterwards we went to berela to chill at friends house.. stayed there and chat until 6 in the morning.. got homes at 6ish.. mum got pissed off since we came home late.. i guess ill end it here..

my dayy was alright since i got to see so many people who i havent seen for a LONG TIME!! =p

..

2005-12-18T15:31:00.000+11:00

well since i have nuffing to blog abt today ill blog abt yesterday.. hrmm yesterday was yens partyy it was a costume party but like half of the ppl didnt dress up in costume so they went normally.. yesterday i went as a pwincess, i wore a brown pretyy dress, high heels and of course a tiara.. =) but now the tiara is broken since i accidently broke it first thing in the morning..! well yeahss went to yenss party at 8.30 it was at her house.. all u could see was a jumping castle outside in front of her house.. hrmmsss it was kiinda boring since i hardly did anything.. i just stood there being bored.. at the party u could see mostly azn people standing there or going crazy in the jumping castle.. first there was lidol childrens in there under the ages 8 then we teenager took over xD hehe.. some people were going psyco in it for example ERIC omgshh he was going crazy in there.. xD well yeahs some people dressed as fairies, nurses, ballarina, police, cow boy and yen was WONDER WOMEN which i reckon was the best one out of everyone! hehehe yeahssss i think i was the only one dressed as a pwincess *woot woots*! ehhee well after 12 left yens party and then went to berela and bum at someone house some ppl smoke weed or drank.. got homes at 4 am in the morning and yeahs..

STUPID ERIC said matt got bashed stupid gheybo.!

well yeahs thats all im going end it heres =)

bitch

2005-12-13T19:30:00.000+11:00

omfgshh im so pissed off.. like im so fukn close to my friend at skewl and like usually she tells me EVERYTHING and i mean everything well yeahs this time she doesnt even tell me jackshiet like wat a friend!!? well fuk her next time when she tells me fukn to go out wif her ill just fukn dog her by herself and not going to let her scab money off me fukn LOSER!..

well yeah NOT IN THE MOOD.. so ill just end it here..

..

2005-12-03T10:45:00.000+11:00

this world is so ghey who da fuck made theses stupid teachings that if u do good thing, good thing will come back to you.. and if u do bad thing,you'll get karma .. its like bad people stay alive and good people pass away..

its just not fair!!

well yeahz yesterday was our last day when we'll ever get to see vi again.. i knew that she was a good nice caring person to all of us but why ?! why did she have to pass away so young?! like i said bad things never happens to bad people only good people..!! well i never got to see her for the last time..! last time i saw her was on kimis bday party, she was so happy and was smiling and shiets. i really wanted to see vis face for the last time ill ever to see her.. seeing people cry yesterday made me wanna cry!

WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE VII..

you'll always be in our memories and heart.

R.I.P VI

...

2005-12-02T15:21:00.000+11:00

a day of silence
today i went to viis funeral.. it was such a hot and humid day since all the people who went had to wear black which attracts heats!*sighs*.. well newaiis i had to jig skewl today to go so me and sister told dad we wanted to go to skewl by train to buy something.. so our dad dropped as off at yagoona station and then me and my sister walked all the way back home.. it was such a long walk and on the way this bee tried to like somehow attack me! ARGHH.. we arrived home and changed into other clothes then had to walk out to bankstown station and meet up wif ppls.. we bought roses i bought a bunch of white roses. later we got a lift to the chruch which was next to laselle well we came like 30 hours late so we had to stand infront of the chruch while the chruch was already packed wif other ppls.. there were heaps of people who came.. later after that we went to libcombe cemetary where vi was going get buried.. there were heaps of people crying and shiets.. i was close to tears and felt like crying from the inside and but no tears came outs ..

WHY CANT WE ALL DIE OLD AND PEACEFULLY???

i wish u were alive vii =(

R.I.P vii we will always love you!

2005-11-30T09:45:00.000+11:00

i was bored in class and the teacher made the whole class write a poem or story .. so i decided to write a poem since storys take more time to do.. i made the poem based on the people that were really affected with the pass away of vii so heres my poem..

we shattered in tears

as you went away

our lives are so different now

so lonely and incomplete

we know that you'll never come back

but even though we keep wishing

you'll never appear again in our lives

even though you've faded away

our memories and laughters will never be erase

by joanna

a day of loss

2005-11-27T19:20:00.000+11:00

dailynewspaper..

Teen killed in collision with tree
November 27, 2005
A TEENAGE girl died when the car she was travelling in hit a tree in Sydney's southwest.
The 16-year-old girl from Yagoona was a passenger in a Toyota Celica, which came off Christina Road at Villawood at about 9.45pm yesterday and hit a tree, a police spokesman said.
The 18-year-old male driver of the car, from Chester Hill, was taken to Liverpool Hospital with minor injuries and is in a stable condition.
The police spokesman said investigations are continuing and a report will be prepared for the NSW Coroner.

R.I.P vi ..! 27.11.05

even though i hardly ever spoked or knew you ill and other people will always miss u.. it is sadly hard to believe you have gone to some far away place where we'll never ever get to see you again but even though u are gone you'll be in our memories and heart.. love alwayss x3

REST IN PEACE Vi

watta day

2005-11-25T05:30:00.000+11:00

well today after skewl went bankstown meet up wif with ppls and then like at 6 sumfing went late nights.. before that chris and robbert were having car races on my street i live and shiets fully drifting and shiets.. we bummed and shopped at bankstown until 10 pm..

things we did at bankstown

went shopping for bros formal clothes.
went to eat
went to bum
look for my top i always wanted but none LEFT!

wells yeahz that abt it well ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS ROBBERTS A SCARY AND VERY FAST DRIVER.. not safe in his car...! lovee joanna

watta day O.o

2005-11-22T21:25:00.000+11:00

blehhs watta day fully raining and lightening at the moment!!! how gheys! wells be4 when i was showering it WENT black OUT LIKE WTF .. so i started screaming!! arghh i HATE lightening!! i a hate it !! blehhs wells got my lidol love heart candles wif me just in case it GOES BLACK OUT AGAINS!

x3 lovee joanna

blehhs

2005-11-11T21:51:00.000+11:00

feeling lonely atm.. like the times when somethings missing in my life like somewun that will love and care for me.. missing that special person and he doesnt even know.. i hate LOVING someone it makes you cant think properly and making you go crazy over them.. omgshh! pisses me off when you cant be able to talk to that one special person..! life so ghey i HATE ALL GUYS their all the same!!.. omgshs just feeling ghey and emotional.. im offiess
why am i wasting my time here on this person *cries*..

lovee joanna ..

at skewl

2005-11-10T09:11:00.000+11:00

HOW ghey im at skewl wif ashley!! xD
bored bored BORED..!!!

quiz results

2005-11-08T19:20:00.000+11:00

i did the quiz which was on kimis site and this is kinda scaryy and shiets.. BECOS ITS TRUE.. i was like thinking be4 i did this was like how the fuk does a site tell u about urself but somehow it was ALL TRUE.. wells the links below if you want to go check it out to see if it TRUE OR NOTS..

Your view on yourself:Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on educationEducation is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

CLICK HERE TO DO QUIZ

yesterdays party at coggee

2005-11-07T04:03:00.000+11:00

wells yesterday i went to the party at coggeess. firstly i caught bus wif jenipOo and annika. got to the beach at 3 sumfing pm and gave kmi her pressie HOPE U LIKED IT KIMI!!* i had a good time at the partyy only drank one bottle of alky since every single one later was ALL GONE *criies..* we took photos and stuffs. saw aj amiel tina tamara jessie jenny trang DANNIE WHO WAS ALL RED Xd AND OTHR PPLZ WHO IVE HAVENT SEEN FOR A LONG TIME.. wells yepps i wannted to go swim but it was too cold so yeahz.. the ghey thing was i BROUGHT MY FUKN BAG WIF ALL MY SHIETS IN IT FOR SWIMMING *arghh* wells yeahhz some ppls were viometing which made me wanna viomet too *ewwyy*.. wells yeah fukn ghey shiet happened after i leftted was filo and tuan got arrested =/ HOW GHEY!!? and it was tuans birthday too *blehs..* wells newaiis DID I MENTION THERE WERE RATS NEAR THE BUSHESS ewwyy!!*screams and run* yep had a GOOD TIME TODAY hehe =]
i forgot TO MENTION KIMI GOT SOME KINKY SHIETS FOR HER PRESSIE A FUKN CHOCOLATE PENIS *EWWYY* xD

capital pics on the 26.10.05

2005-10-26T23:08:00.000+10:00

capital photos of me vivy and sylvia =p

another cityy day

2005-10-26T22:45:00.000+10:00

status:chatting to tina the gheybo thats complaing that SHES sick for onyl 2 days *sighhs* wells get better soons!

well at 11.30 am today vivys dad drove me and vivy to libcombe station to go to cityy.. when we arrived we met up wif sylvia at the station .. later caught train to cityy WHICH WASNT EXPRESS so we had to wait a long time until we arrived at central station.. when we arrived there we walked all the way to capital and then took 3 capital photos.. soon after that we went to go eat * PSSH SYLVIA U GHEYBO! made us go to different food court *siigjhs..* after eatting we went to easy wayy and then we went galaxy i saw queena and said heyy and shiets.. i had to go play ddr wif sylvia blehhs havent playyed that game for a long long long time! xD after that got thristy so bought drink.. afterwards vivy wanted to go PLAY COUNTER STRIKE.. so we went cityy hunter while walking there i saw GHEY ENIS EATTING so i didnt want to disturb him so i snobbed him xD ..me and sylvia was sitting down on the chair while vivy was on computer.. blehhs not long later we went to go capital again this time i took capital with sylvia only.. later we all was so bored so we went to this pet shop and then went to town hall station to get homesss.. i got homes at 7 pm .. xD well TODAY WAS BORING BUT ITS BETTER THAN SKEWL..!

happy burdae to frezipOO

2005-10-24T23:06:00.000+10:00

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY FREZ hehe hope all ur wishes come true!!! hehe lovee joanna

day at cityy

2005-10-23T12:11:00.000+10:00

wells todayy went cityy becos of anna since it was her BIRTHDAY ..! hehe wells firstly went to libcome station at 3 pm and then arrived at town hall station at 3 sumfing.. then started walking all the wayy to capital by myself NIGELATED*.. on the way there i walk passed galaxy and saw trang and said hii blah blah .. got to capital i found anna and then straight after that took capital hehehe .. after that we went cash box and stayed there for 1 hour soon it was 5 pm and then we went back to capital becos i said so mwahah .. heheh yes i know i RULE mwahhaa .. later me and anna took ANOTHER capital which had the CHAIRS in it .. man that machine was gheyy hehehe xD .. wells after designing the capital pics i went to lamiate the capitals .. while walking to the counter saw my GOD SIS SAMMY hehe havent seen u for a long long long time!! ehehe yeps and then like at 5 sumfing catched train to libcome..

anna and me 22.10.05

hehehe paul walker so HOT n sxc

2005-10-21T23:58:00.000+10:00

omgsssh just came back from bankstown cinema hehehe me rei jenny and pris watched into the BLUE.. featuring jessica alba and Paul walker hehehe watta hot COUPLE in the movie..! heheh wells this movie was good ..!!! =] wells newaiis atm im on msn chatting to aj.. <3 joanna

happy burdae!

2005-10-18T23:25:00.000+10:00

happy birthdayy anna!!! mwahha watta oldiie*jks ..* 15 years old nows ayes xD ..! wells newaiis hope ALL ur wishes come true! LOVE ALWAYS JOANNA

happy birthday to you ..*

2005-10-17T20:45:00.000+10:00

happy 14 birthday rei!!! xD made an mistake kimis birthdays on the 16th of november ><>< wells today was gheyy at skewwll BORING as usually.! blehhsss i hardly talk at skewl no mores>< do="S<3">

ouchhess in my stomache

2005-10-16T22:34:00.000+10:00

chatting to: mz tina
omgshh my stomache hurts badly!! i wanna bit or hit something!!!*arghh* in pain! anything would do><><... wells nows im going off the net and have some rest! this pain hurts badly!bye bye<3>

lalala

2005-10-15T17:35:00.000+10:00

wells just updated by new blog skins heheh .. =) i finally updated when i said i was going to like 3 months ago!!.. xD wells newaiis im going off to sleeps so sleepy and tired xD.. goodnite!<3>

mwahah blehs =/

2005-10-14T20:57:00.000+10:00

msn`kimi and queer#2 tina
mwahah back to blogging ..! lyfs ghey and i hate skewl.. wells todayys i went skewl and it was so BORING and gheyy *blehs* same old thing wells coming up is KIMIS AND REIS BIRTHDAY (kimis-16th of November & reis 17th of November) heheh yepps..! and also kimis partyy at coggee beach hehe cant wait! =D wells i hope it doesnt rain or anything to do with BAD WHEATHER..! blah blah..well atm im doing nuffing just bored looking at the computer screen!>< .. WELLS OMGSH DID ANYONE RECIEVE THIS EMAIL?! abt theses two sister who got hanged and skin i was fully paranoid .. fukn sista HAD to read it out loud that i over heard =[ mean people theses dayys ='( <3>

...

2005-09-06T21:59:00.000+10:00

heheh bak to blogging ill only blog sometimes thoughs well HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VIVIAN FO R YESTERDAYY heheh ur still same height as me =pPpP!!! well yesterday had field day and i played net ball and nows im legs, hips,back and neck hurts *criies* yeps some chick threw ball at my head =(.. <3 joanna

blehs*

2005-08-30T23:26:00.000+10:00

as u can see i stopped blogging so yeahz.. theres other things to do so yeahz havent been blogging probably blog wen ever i have nothing to do..!! newaiis toodles pplz!! xD
-whats coming up soons?
Childrens festival at Bankstown on 10.09.05
Moon festival at Cabra on 11.09.05
*from Joanna =pPp*

lols..!

2005-08-17T10:55:00.000+10:00

long time no blog well atm im at skewl hehe* in the computer room!

a ghey dayy..*

2005-08-06T23:51:00.000+10:00

a ghey day..
wells today i went to bankstown gym wif jenny and rei xD.. first i had to go supre buy myself shorts and top so i can wear which costed 25 dollars and also bought food..>.> we walked to gym later.. and later u see theses leb in the car beeping at us and staring at us..*DIKHEADS* .. 5 MINS later or sumfinf another car beeped at us and staring at us..*siighs..* there are sad ppl in this world..* after that we arrived at gym and did work out xD.. upstairs had ONLY guys and mai friend wanted to go on top.. later u see thoses guys juss staring at us.. scaryy shiet..* leftted gym at 4 sumfing .. while walking bak to bankstown centro saw theses azn guys in this van beeping at us and saying stuff to us..* i was pissed off so i told them off calling them dikhead out loud and shiets..* saw ken while walking to centro..! walked back to bankstown centro and bought food.. and went home at 5 pm xD

blehs..*

2005-08-02T22:52:00.000+10:00

looking for new blog layout.. lols and im also listening to the song i dont wanna hurt yOu by latif which is mai favourite song and its like a heart breaking song *criies..* and also chatting to sxc jenipOo *woOT* hehehe yeps yeps.. everywun look at jenipoO's site theres this article about two childs that are 10 years old i think and murdeder some poor child =( read it!!!*

i duno..

2005-07-27T22:21:00.000+10:00

i think i miss u.. omgsh i miss u!! *criies.* yeps.. i hab a crush on somewun xD hehe and i havent seen that person for a long time >.>.. i miss him heaps i even think about how mean i was to him arghh* i think i was sort of a bitch that time im so sorryy!!=( /.. but im also happy at the same time since you dont like anywun yets =)..* woots..* i always think about that person at skewl or weneva i listen to that mariey carey song *we belong together* makes meh miss him more..

blehs!! bak to blogging!!!

2005-07-21T16:50:00.000+10:00

BACK TO BLOGGING!!! xD havent been blogging lately because im lazy xD.. arghh bak to skool must be the gheyes thing.. xD

HAPPY BITHDAY KATRINA AKA KITTY!!!!lols ur finally 14 years old xD 20.07.05

yeps 2morrows skool xD well lets see who else i have to say happy birthday to .. *thinks* oh yeahs HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE AND AMEIL and i thinks thats all .. xD anothnnyss bithday is coming soon on the 29th of july xD watch out anothnny birthday punches =pPp.. well i took more capitals last week on thrusdayy wif trina, jenny, rebekah,may and i think dats all.. blehs dont know wat to write!!!*Siighs..* newaiii ill blog 2morrow hopefully!!! xD toOdles..*

wAt i did tOdaayyy..* =pPp

2005-07-12T20:10:00.000+10:00

hrmm.. wellz 2dayy i woke up late at 12 i thinks and i was suppose to meet up wif renee at ct at 12.15 or sumffiing xD.. so i quickly got dressed, brushed mai teeths and striaghtened mai hair ,etc.. i told mai mum to drive mehhh to sydham station instead of bankstown.. becos sydham ish closer to cittyy xD.. so yeah wen arrived at sydham station i bought mai ticket and got onto the train 4 mins later or sumffiing.. xD arriived at citty and rang up renee and meet up wif her on the way to capital.. xD later we took capital photos.. xD first took card photo which look ghey becos i looked evil in it..!!*arghhs..* later on took two sticker photos xD which looked better than the card photo .. card photos are gheyy!!! =).. after that went downstairs to buy ice cream.. renee shouted me xD thanks you renee..* poor renee her ice cream dropped xD lmaoos so she gotted another wun for free.. blehs later we went to galaxy world to see if anywun was there.. on the way there i saw amanda and her friend *siighs we were bored wuns* and seeing as nowun was there we went to market cityy and on the way there we saw amanda again xD amanda u stalker.. xPpPp* Afterwards we went to sisco to see if there was any nice jeans so yeah i bought wun and on the way out of market city i saw penelope * habnt seen u since 5 months xD!!later we walked backs to capitall to take another sticker photo xD and later saw amanda for the last time..later on amanda was asking me is that guy hot xD amanda fully checking out this guy out hehehe watta bumm..* hehe i was fully telling her to pick hhim ups or find him in tickle since he has tickle xD.. newaiii me and renee went to galaxy world and saw annika and then later went to town hall station to go homes xD.. me renee justin and two other people wif them went onto same train and got off at lidcombe and i told my mum to pik me ups xD so renee and thats had to wait for their trains xD.. got home like 5.4o since we had to drive vyy homess xD..

hrmm*

2005-07-08T09:04:00.000+10:00

Is it becos i love you that i get hurt and confused..i miss him.. and he thinks that im juss joking around.. i really feel like telling him the one i truely like is him.. i juss he wont understand .. so i'd be bothered not to.. he feels weird if i tell him i like him.. hrmm ill juss kept this to myself.. neva let anywun found out who i like.. i cant talk to him no mores.. im speechless.. and the bad thing is that he likes somewun i thinks..* i guess ill juss keep the truth inside of meh.. i dont want him to feel confused or sumfing.. lyf sucks..* im off havent even sleeped ..! and its 9.11 am.. damnn..!

blehs..*

2005-07-05T23:40:00.000+10:00

well im goen to blog about yesterdayy.. =pPp since i didnt go out 2daiis.. well yesterday i went to lidcombe by taxii and then i met up wif rebeka and then we caught the train to granville to meet up wif trina and her godbro.. xD fuk trina and rebekah so taller than me!!! i felt short for once lols i use to be same height as rebekah now im short o.O.. i probably grew shorter!!!*criies..* then later we caught train to blacktown and then we had to meet up wif some ppls.. met up wif melain, may, jenny and other ppls heheh man habnt seen them in a long time since last year i thinks.. *siighs..* later we walked to blacktown ice skating place.. and later i saw that BITCH I HATE SO MUCH..*ARGHH..* at the ice skating place too which unfortuanly she was invited as wells..* tsk tsk..* hrmm later me and jenny went to the ice skating place where there the ice skating arena and chairs .. MAN IT WAS SO FUKN FREEZING COLD.. mai nose was fully goen red and look like it was catching a cold..* siigh..* later we went to get our shoes to ice skate and then while me and jenny were ice skating this weirdo*a guy* kept showing off to me and jenny while we walked by watta freak.. o.O hrmm at 1.30 i lefted the ice skating place by maiself becos trina wanted to stay and hab more fun there and rebekah wouldnt let me go alone so i secretly went wifout telling thems.. i caused too much trouble for them sorryy trina and rebekah!!* i walked to the blacktown station by my self and then i had to buy ticket and look wat time the train comes to go to town hall and then i walked to platform one and went onto the train man i fully thought i went onto a wrong train so yeahz i took a chance and went onto it.. i got to cittyy at 2.30 pm i thinks and met ups wif jenipOo and kimii .. miss u guys heaps habnt seen u for a long time espically kimi habnt seen her since last year !!! *siighs*UGLY..!! xD well newaii he went to capital as wells so yeahz its was all cools.. and then wen i saw him i was kinda shocked hehehe *DATS WAT U GET JENIPOO FOR JUDGING BE4 LOOKING AT THE FRONT*LOLS..* but then jenipoo was like he looks arite xD probably shes juss saying that to not make a fool out of herself..*lols..* we walked to capital and i saw trina and other ppls and i saw that bitch i hate again arghh shes everywhere..!!!* so later we walked bak to galaxy world and saw khang, janet's ex, sammy,etc lols.. i was kinda snobbie 2daii *blehs..* later kimi and jenipoo walked me to town hall station becos i needed to go home. i caught train to lidcombe and bought food since i didnt eat for the whole day and later rang mai mum to pik me ups at the station.. =) .. it was a ghey day 2daii at the ice skating place some people cryed today..*siighs..* okays including me as wells..* well im not mentioning why..*

well this weeks im goen probably supre factory and cittyy on fridayy wif jenny and trina=pPp this time im taking capital.. =P since yesterday kimi and jenipoo wont in the mood to take wun..*criies..* toOdlles..* blog 2morrow =) joanna*

..siighs..

2005-07-03T20:26:00.000+10:00

well juss got off the mobile phone wif some random guys .. man their weird *siighs..* and they all have weird names.. xD fukn they all annoying and they keep asking why their annoying.. *siighs..* there are weirdos in this world..* well nowadays theses random guys keep ringing meh.. and i ask them where they got mai numba from and they're like i dunnO.. *siighs..* newaii 2morrow im goen to Trina's birthdayyy partyy hehe.. we're goen ice skating at black town.. =/ i duno where it is though.. fully duno where to go 2morrow.. i think we meet at livoO.. so yeahz hehe toodles..* jOanna =pPp

thinkiinng..* i pray dat u juss should, open ur eyes. i love u, i need u ,so plz dont throw our loOrve away..

2005-06-30T15:26:00.000+10:00

atm im bored and listening to this song that make meh think abt the pasted and feel emotionally.. =( *siighhs..* hrmm..blehs im feel like im dying inside.. and im on msn but not chatting to anywun.. but yeahz.. well 2daii i didnt go skool becos i hab a bad sore throat it hurt badly.. well newaii 2morrow last day of skool but im not goen like aways im goen to stay home or go outz.. iit depends.. =pPpP

wOotz..**

2005-06-28T22:08:00.000+10:00

YAY!!! HOLIDAYS NEXT WEEKS..***!! danncce parttyyy comming soons..- React, Holla, Anxiety, blazing and lastly GODSPEED..! i cant wait..!! ^^ 2daii was ghey it was fully raining arghh* but luckily we had parent meetings 2daii at mai skool but i didnt tell mai parents to comes.. yesterday this teacher was like if u buy her chocolates she'll say good coments abt yoOu.. watta briber.. sorry cant speell!!**siighhhs..*!!! well who reckons blazing or react will hab more ppls goings?..o.O stupiid dance partiies it has to be on same days or next day..*siighhhs..*
newaii im off..!!!toOoDLLES..**!!! jOanna rox

her feelingzz...

2005-06-26T20:10:00.000+10:00

why am i jealous becos u like somewun else.i know i was acting like a bitch and giving u attitude wen i liked u butsince u like somewun else i feel weird wen i talk to u sometimes wen i feel like talking to u i hab nuffing to say or i dont wanna talk to u no mores.. this always happens to meh wen i lyk somewun i be mean to them and in the end they return da favour bybeing mean bakz.. den ill fully feel hurt and emotionally and i'd start to cry in silent becos i dont like ppl asking me questions.. which i dont like answering but i know their juss being caring.. im juss a person who isnt self confidence who hides unhappy things inside and i try to be strong in the outside. The lOorve, pain, regretz, happyness, hatredand jealousy 4eva endlessly and continuously.. all abt her*

woahh..

2005-06-23T22:34:00.000+10:00

2daii was fun went late night since it was thrusday 2daii!! xpPp me, vy and mai sista went shopping to places like supre, ice, urban store, equip, bra and things, etc .. we also went because 2daii i went to cut a fringe!!! hehehe it looks alright i guess i thought it will be ghey!!! *siighs..* 2daii i saw thao who works at the food court at the seafood fast food shop =) .. blehs 2daii mai sista dropped her wallet and then this leb chick was about to take it but luckily mai sista's friend told her ..xPpP fukn stealer..!!! *siignns..* she was like running to get it o.O fully wearing tight blue pants o.O .. hehehe yeah 2daii i bought 2 play boy undies from bras and things.. a kewl skirt from ice.. jacket from ses.. earrings from equip.. lol blah blah.. i wasted FUKN $110.oo dollars 2daii arghh.. =(.. now only hab $30.oo dollars.. how ghey..!*siighs..* well blog 2morrow toOdles..*!!!

woops..!

2005-06-23T04:59:00.000+10:00

oh yeah i forgot its nearly hoildays..!!!*woOts woot..* hehhee no skool for two weeks..! agrhh i want it for the rest of the year.. skools so ghey.. teachers always letcher mai class ..! fukn do they hab a problem..! 2daii for maths was so a budge we juss copy something on the whiteboard and mai class was talking fully loud while i listen to music on mai friend's shuffle.. damn i think thats how u spell it o.O im a ghey speller..*sigghs..* hehehe blazing,holla,react, etc coming soon !!! WOOTS**** can't wait hehhee only one more week for skooll... newaii im off to sleep so late and i needa go ghey skooliies 2morrow.. toOdlles..*!!! joanna ..=pPP

blehs,..*

2005-06-23T04:53:00.000+10:00

hrmm well i made up mai mind im goen to cut a fringe 2morrow but im not 100% sures!!!.. agrhh it better not look ghey or ill be pissed..!! hehe coming soon ish trina's birthdayy!!! hehe and i think also katrina's birthday too =PpP..
man 2daii so pissed off i have a mark on mai face nowsh.. arghh!! stupiid nails it was sharp and mai face was itchyy so i scratched it and now there this line mark.. agrhh!!!*

hrmm.. thinkings..

2005-06-21T18:13:00.000+10:00

blehs so bored juss thinking if i should cut a fringe =pPp.. PPLS YES OR NO?? hrmm newaii ill blog later or 2morrows..! toodles..!* TAG PPLS..*
lorve joanna

YAY..!

2005-06-19T10:59:00.000+10:00

YAY/..!! my new layout putted in today the i dunO hehehe i forgot wat the date was..! eeer.. *sighhs..* hehehe this layout was everywhere the tag ,etc .. =( but lucky i fixed it hehhee im smart ayes XD .. rofl newaii post 2morrow =pPp TOODLES..!* PLEASE TAG!

boredness..!

2005-06-15T14:07:00.000+10:00

SO BORED..!! but im playing maple hehehe so bored still.. i listening to the song 4ever by NBridaz..! heheh this song is hectix.. arghh i cant spell man probably becos im losing brain cells goen dumb every day..! =( *criiies..* hehehe oh yeah about the new blogskin update soon wen i can be fuked..! hehehe ppls please TAG !!! ehehe 2daii was boring went skoOliies and came homes..! *siighs..* ghey shiets..!

poeemm..!#

2005-06-07T18:23:00.000+10:00

# new layout for site will be updated soons..!# xD

Ppoeem..*

baby ii lurfe yoo ,,and ii will never let yoo go.butt iif ii have to ,,boy ii thiink that yoo should know.all tha love we made ,,can never be erased.and ii promiise yoo ;that yoo will never be replaced.

blehs so bored so added a poem in xD..iit ish 1.23 am nowsh g2g go sleeps..! xD blog 2morrow..! toOodlles..!*

2005-06-05T01:13:00.000+10:00

Obsession Ft. Baby Bash by Frankie J.

(check, check...this happened for real...Baby Bash...yeah...Frankie J...Obsessions)
It's early in the morning
And my heart is feeling lonely
Just thinking 'bout you baby
Got me twisted in the head
And I don't know how to take it
But it's driving me so crazy
I don't know if it's right
I'm tossing turning in my bed
It's 5 o'clock in the morning
And I still can't sleep
Thinking 'bout your beauty
It makes me weak
I'm feeling hopeless in my home
I don't know what to do
I think I'm in love
Baby...
[chorus]
Amor, No es Amor(If this ain't love)
Then, what am I feeeling?
What am I doing wrong?
Amor, No es Amor(If this ain't love)
It's just an illusion
That I have in my heart
Now, I know you're not my Lady
But I'm trying to make this right
Don't know what to do
I'm going out of my mind
So Baby if you let me
Kick it witchu then well maybe
We can ride together
We can do this all night
Now, I don't care if you got a man
Baby I'd wish you'd understand
Cuz I know he can't love you right,
Quite like I can
It's 5 o'clock in the morning
And I still can't sleep
Thinking 'bout your beauty
It makes me weak
I feeling hopeless at home
I don't know what to do
I think I'm in love
[chorus]
Amor, No es Amor(If this ain't love)
Then, what am I feeling?
What am I doing wrong?
Amor, No es Amor(If this ain't love)
It's just and illusion
That I have in my heart
I love the way you freaky like that
I love the way you freaky like that
I love the way you freaky like that
It's obsession
[Baby Bash]
Hold Up, Let me Dream
Shorty got me feeling serene
you're my candy
You're my cream
Got your boy feeling supreme
Hold up, Wait a minute
Baby you so damn independent
Loving everything you representing
I got a lot of money and I love to spend it
And that's what's up,
And I don't care what people scream
Your my blessing when I'm stressing
My Superfly Beauty Queen
I'm a keep it saucy
Cuz my ma now how I do,
We gon rendez vous,
MI CORAZON BELONGS TO YOU
[chorus]
Amor, No es Amor(If this ain't love)
Then, what am I feeling?
What am I doing wrong?
Amor, No es Amor(if this ain't love)
It's just an illusion
That I have in my heart
Amor, No es Amor(If this ain't love)
Then, what am I feeling?
What am I doing wrong?
Amor, No es Amor(if this ain't love)
It's just an illusion
That I have in my heart
Amor........

pictures takeen at lUna pArk..!

2005-06-04T22:09:00.000+10:00

picturRes takeen at lunA paRk - 1st of junee.. =P

Jennyy Meh Reii__x

x__Meh Reii Jennyy

blehs..!

2005-06-03T19:21:00.000+10:00

omgsh i habnt blogged since i dunO fukn since last months well newaii for past few days i did.. xD last week on the 28th of May i went to ken's party .. heheh it was fun it was at his house .. i lost brain cells man..! i hit mai forehead on the wall and nearly hit into a pole at ken's partyy.. blehs..! i drank and got tipsy xD then later on i was hypOo.. xD.. blehs.. fuk i was so random on that day..*sighhs..* =) hrmm i dunO wat im doing this saturdayy probably go ciiity?xD.. well i dunO

hrmm..*

2005-05-12T18:29:00.000+10:00

well atm im on msn and fukn so pissed becos i cant find mai favourite music-We belong together by Mariah Carey.. omgshh fukn pissing meh off i wanted to put it on mai site..*sigghhs..*

blOgging..!

2005-05-11T02:30:00.000+10:00

hehehe so gheys blogging agains..! hehehe well atm im talking to peter and two sxc bitches..!! vivian and lina..!!*arghh pretty bitches..!* hehehe hrmm im planning to go ciity this weeks so anywun who wants to bum arounnd wif meh chatt to meh on msn..=) hehehe i noe im sad o.O.. hehehe newaii im off to write tickle storiiies..^^ i betill be backk veryyy sOonz..! xD

hehe..somewun told meh to do this xD

2005-05-10T20:51:00.000+10:00

PETER ISH SEXY..!!!PETER ISH SEXY..!!!PETER ISH SEXY..!!!

status: onlines..!

2005-05-10T18:43:00.000+10:00

blehhz..* i finally put in the tag board ^^*yays..* hrmm nowsh imon msn chatting to Peter and listening to song called Missing You like Crazy by Christian Millian i think thats how u spell her name =) so bored 2daii i went skOols it was boring and very cold in da morning..*sighhs..*hrmm 2morrow dont have to go any class lessons becos im dutty girrll ^^ heheh how cool ayes.. im goen to be bludging and shiets..^^*wOots woOts..*as everywun says year 8 ish a bludge ^^ hehehe newaii ill write later..!*toOdlles..*

pix this year..*

2005-05-09T14:45:00.000+10:00

annika jenipOo and meh*

jenipOo annika and mehz*

pwinesses..!

bored like alkways..!

2005-05-09T04:19:00.000+10:00

well i juss got off the phone wif peter..arghh..*man he pissed meh off 2daii..hrmm im bored bored..!!blehhs..!hrmm why ish it always da wun we like or love the wun we get hurt from..!*criies..*this suckk..!heapz..arghh so pisssed..!

bored bored..!!=[

2005-05-08T22:12:00.000+10:00

blehhs so bored..*!adding song lyrics in xD mai favourite song..!

(Ooh, ooh, sweet love, yeah)
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)
[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together
I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
"I only think of you"
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby
[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby
[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together

omgshh cant believed ill be farked doing that..*sighhs..*=/

hehehe

2005-05-08T20:46:00.000+10:00

2daii was ghey i had to do assignment and shietz..!fukn 2morrows skOol blehs.*more gheyer..*sighs..* 2daii at home i watched amytiville it was so scaryy!!! im fukn scared nowsh!! fuk fuk..!

blehhz..*

2005-05-08T16:33:00.000+10:00

date:o7.o5.o5..
well juss finish making a new blog site..* hopefully i wont be lazy and wont write in it xD.. newaii ill write 2morrow i thinks =/ *toOdles..*